I'm going back and forth in my head. I'm trying to not place so much importance in the way I feel right now and just focus on me, on work, on health, on well-being, but I'm still on tear sodden ground and occasionally it falls away from me.
I'm almost to the part where it only sneaks up on me when I sleep, but geez, moving out of this apartment is obviously the next step. Too many damn memories.
I want to cherish them, not have them shoved down my throat everywhere I look.
Spending so much time at work helps now, because it keeps me from having to be at home. But its a habit I have to break soon, before I completely burn myself out and decide to quit or something.
Friends are coming to visit from Houston this weekend. That will be really nice. Maybe I'll finally get some sun :) I hear that sunshine helps elevate your mood....
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